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- Track:Gary Jules - Mad World
So, here you go. Here are the two tracks side by side:
Athenaeum's "What I Didn't Know" vs. Cheap Trick's "Surrender"
- Track:Duplicity™ - What I Didn't Surrender
God damn it, metabolism. I hate you so much.
But if anyone out there wants to make me feel super special, and has a little loose change to throw around, I really need to advance my career. My birthday is July 26th, and I think more than anything, this is what I could definitely use well into the future, even after I obtain my certs.
This is my wishlist of all the study guides I'd like to buy (but currently can't) to obtain various certifications. If you are so inclined, I'd greatly appreciate it.
But, don't feel bad. We're all broke. It's the thought that counts :)
- Track:Savage Garden - Chained to You
I am in an excellent mood!
Anyway... this is hilarious:
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- Emotion:
high
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I mean, REALLY!? You're going to shoot a black guard at a holocaust museum. REALLY!? You're 88-years-old you say? REALLY!? You're ALSO a white supremacist. REALLY!? *sigh*
Maybe six months to a year ago, I saw an offer to "upgrade" my listening experience online to "premium" sound quality (128kb) for only $2.99 a month. I thought, "Sure, why not try this. I don't mind throwing a little extra money at Sirius, they're really great! And, if I don't like it, or feel it's not worth paying for, I'll just downgrade and revert back to my "basic" internet quality.
Well, I wish I could tell you that the premium sound quality sounded as good as any other internet radio station streaming at 128kbps. It didn't. In fact, I couldn't notice any difference at all. But, I kept giving Sirius the extra $3 anyway for a few months. A few days ago I called into customer care to discontinue my premium internet subscription. I wanted to just revert back to the standard subscription. The rep asked why, and I said I couldn't tell a difference between the premium and the standard. The rep thanked me, and disconnected the call, revoking my premium subscription.
So, today I tried to log in and stream Hits 1, only to find out that Sirius has changed the rules of the game, unannounced to me. You can now only stream their programming on the internet if you pay the premium subscription fee. They no longer include any streaming access with your subscription for your radio. I didn't get a letter or an email, and the rep didn't notify me of this change and try to keep my subscription active.
Feeling like the company has turned its back on its subscribers, I sent the following to Sirius Customer Care:
I recently removed my premium subscription to Sirius Internet Radio because I couldn't tell a difference between the premium quality and what I had before, and I didn't want to pay the extra $2.99 a month for something I only use rarely when I'm at my office. I listen to my Sirius radio in my car all the time when driving (and I drive a lot).
So when I downgraded, it wasn't until today that I found out Sirius had changed its rules regarding internet radio: it is no longer included with your subscription, even at the "basic", non-premium bitrate.
Well, that's lovely. I don't recall getting an email or a letter saying your policy was changing and you were no longer including internet streaming with a radio subscription.
I'm disappointed that Sirius has made this move. I've been a faithful subscriber for many, many years, with minimal service interruptions. I've been enjoying nearly every channel Sirius offers, but this has left a very sour taste in my mouth. I understand charging subscribers who want to upgrade the sound quality of the internet stream, but charging all your current customers to listen to a lower quality stream? It just seems trite.
Thanks for listening,
Curtis Kline
Hagerstown, MD
http://curtiskline.net
22 tracks in playlist, average track length: 3:56
Playlist length: 1 hour 26 minutes 37 seconds
1. Eminem - Mr. Mathers (0:42)
2. Eminem - Deja Vu (4:43)
3. Eminem - Dr. West (1:29)
4. Eminem - Must Be The Ganja (4:02)
5. Eminem - Medicine Ball (3:57)
6. Eminem - Insane (3:01)
7. Eminem - 3 a.m. (5:19)
8. Eminem - Hello (4:08)
9. Wicked - No One Mourns The Wicked (6:41)
10. Wicked - Dear Old Shiz (1:27)
11. Wicked - The Wizard & I (5:11)
12. Wicked - What Is This Feeling (3:33)
13. Wicked - Dancing Through Life (7:37)
14. Wicked - Popular (3:45)
15. Wicked - I'm Not That Girl (3:01)
16. Wicked - Defying Gravity (5:57)
17. Wicked - Thank Goodness (6:23)
18. Wicked - As Long As You're Mine (3:47)
19. Wicked - No Good Deed (3:32)
20. Wicked - March Of The Witch Hunters (1:32)
21. Wicked - For Good (5:09)
22. Wicked - Finale (1:41)
- Track:Eminem - Insane
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.
Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children. It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student; but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.
Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault. Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap,and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.
Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust, his wife Discretion, his daughter Responsibility, and his son Reason.
He is survived by his 4 step brothers; I Know My Rights, I Want It Now, Someone Else Is To Blame, and I'm A Victim.
Source
How many mp3s does one need to have before it's too much of a collection? *sigh* Its to the point that now I can't properly keep it managed because I'm downloading more (or quicker) than I can organize and tag them properly. If it weren't for Winamp's Media Library, I'd never be able to find anything. But, I know I have a ton of duplicates and I need to weed the lower quality tracks out of there.
Oh well.
By the way, in case you are curious, I'm at about 57,000 mp3s. That doesn't count my karaoke tracks, music vidoes, tv shows, or dvd rips.
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- Emotion:
frustrated - Track:Nickelback - Leader of Men
Please send good vibes of healing my way... thanks.
- Coordinates:21740
- Emotion:in massive pain
My friend
badinfluence from high school gave me an invite code (Jesus, remember that bullshit?) back on March 13th, 2001. Its gonna be kind of scary next March realizing ten years of my life is encoded in LiveJournal.Now everything is working great!
I installed some network runs in my house and the phone system is up and running at both offices and at my house. :D
I can't help but feel a little successful, even with the technical bugs we're working on.
Looking forward to the weekend, and to May 7th when I can legally drive again.
And, for those of you looking for some background music to stream at work, or who were fans of b961.com... check it out:
Fire1000.com
You'll need Winamp, its the easiest way to get connected to the stream. If you already have it installed, Click Here to start listening.
This stream runs 24/7 non-stop. Its the same thing we use for our hold music, which is why I'm able to run it from work :P And, yes, I have it playing all day long at work because I have to keep an eye on it. This is mostly tracks from the 80s, 90s, and currents all mixed together with NO interruptions whatsoever. You won't hear anything other than music... EVER (again, because it streams into our phone system).
Here's a preview:
Click here to watch the entire program (10 clips).
protip: skip to 0:50 for the beginning of the track.
I intend to spend my weekend playing Rock Band 2 and Guitar Hero, because I'm a massive dork.
- Track:Lit - My Own Worst Enemy
mjames126, a pretty cool dude on my friends list. But I figured others might like the random carnage that is the Halo mix. No, it has nothing to do with Halo the game, but rather a little joke about how I view mjames126, not to mention a track called Halo appears in the mix. Hope that clears up any burning questions you might have.And now, on to the juicy part!
41 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:03
Playlist length: 2 hours 46 minutes 24 seconds
1. Paula Abdul - Opposites Attract (4:25)
2. Danity Kane - Damaged (DJ Richie Rich X-Mix (4:24)
3. Mariah Carey - Touch My Body (Seamus Haji Radio Edit) (3:55)
4. Akon (Feat. Colby O'donis & Kardinal Offishall) - Beautiful (Mike Rizzo Funk Generation Radio Mix) (3:47)
5. Liquid 360 - Shake Down (Shake & Bake Radio Edit) (3:30)
6. tony moran ft. kristine w. - Walk Away (Tony Moran & Warren Rigg Evolution Mix Show Edit) (7:22)
7. Lady Gaga feat Kardinal Offishall - Just Dance (Ultimix) (4:33)
8. Rob Zombie - Dragula (Hot Rod Herman remix) (4:36)
9. The Darkness - I Believe in a Thing Called Love (3:38)
10. Beyonce - Halo (Karmatronic Radio Mix) (3:48)
11. Kenny Loggins - Danger Zone (3:37)
12. Pink - Sober (4:13)
13. Pink Floyd - Coming Back To Life (6:56)
14. Skillet - The Last Night (3:32)
15. Seether - Rise Above This (3:23)
16. Lenny Kravitz - Where Are We Runnin'? (2:41)
17. The All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell (3:33)
18. Kings of Leon - Use Somebody (3:53)
19. Dave Matthews Band - Say Goodbye (6:08)
20. Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You (3:31)
21. The Fray - You Found Me (4:02)
22. Vertical Horizon - On The Sea (6:23)
23. Aerosmith - Love In An Elevator (5:20)
24. Hurt - Ten Ton Brick (3:50)
25. Soil - Halo (3:16)
26. Simple Plan - Crazy (3:38)
27. Michael Bolton - Time Love & Tenderness (4:17)
28. Joan Jett - I Love Rock & Roll (2:54)
29. Bill Haley & His Comets - Shake Rattle And Roll (2:31)
30. The Contours - Do You Love Me (2:54)
31. Bruce Springsteen - Walking in Memphis (4:18)
32. Plies ft. Ne-Yo - Bust It Baby (Part 2) (3:55)
33. Soulja Boy Tell 'Em ft Sammie - Kiss Me Thru The Phone (Main) (3:14)
34. Lee Roy Parnell - What Kind of Fool Do You Think I Am (3:37)
35. Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride (4:26)
36. Foghat - Slow Ride (3:59)
37. Mr. Big - To Be With You (3:28)
38. Janet Jackson - Miss You Much (4:12)
39. Jimmy Eat World - A Praise Chorus (4:03)
40. Garth Brooks - Standing Outside The Fire (3:52)
41. Jo Dee Messina - I'm Done (2:50)
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For bobbysan and others...
Its not only here, it happens in real life sometimes. Usually it only happens when I feel tired or I feel cornered (such as under a deadline). Many other people I've encountered don't seem to have this problem. In fact, one of my new friends
mjames126 seems so laid back that I don't think a fire could cause him to raise his voice. (By the way, Mike, that was a compliment. Please don't be offended). The point is, how do I work on becoming laid back and stop flying off the handle claws and teeth bared? Is it because I always feel inferior to others? Is it because somehow I feel defective and damaged and so I try to overcompensate with anger and wrath?
Yet, there are times when I've remained calm and collected, and not escalated a situation. During a bar fight, for instance. Sure, I'm shaking inside as well as outside, you can tell it because my arms are shaking, my legs are shaking, I'm biting my lip. But I'm not saying or doing anything. I'm letting you call me every name in the book and turning my back to you; packing up my DJ equipment, because I don't want the situation to escalate.
Maybe it is because the internet is in near-real time. Maybe its because I don't think about getting up, walking away, and coming back to continue a conversation until I've had a chance to think about what I want to say. Instead, its just raw, unfiltered, directly into the keyboard. Maybe its because I want to "look cool" to others who might read my content.
Who knows. All I know is that looking back on the events of this morning it was childish, not to mention pathetic that I couldn't control my emotions better.
Maybe its because I hate to say "I'm sorry" or admit that I might be the one actually over-reacting.
Fleetwood Mac
Verizon Center, Washington DC
March 10th, 2009
Full Slideshow
Fucking LJ won't embed the slideshow, so I have posted the link if anyone wants to see the pics I got at the concert. I shot video as well, but ... yeah.
Please make a note of the change :) Your friends list *should* have automatically updated and brought you here.
Since I first started on the 'net back in the early nineties, I never was good at picking an "alias". One of the first places I "discovered" on our trusty dial-up connection was gay chat rooms. There was a user there with the name "gay guy". I know original. I decided that an awesome username for me would be gguy2 (gay guy 2). That's how I arrived at my AOL Instant Messenger username. However, I soon realized that gguy2 would not be appropriate for everything, say... the email address I had to give teachers in high school to send homework to (however I was out by then so it wouldn't have been a big deal).
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that I've never understood the alias aspect of the internet world. There are some great ones out there, but I'm just too lazy to have an "online personality" wildly different from my own.
So, cjkline83 was born back in the late 1990s. Its a compound of my real name Curtis Jason Kline, and the year of my birth, 1983.
When I came to livejournal, I'm not sure what I thought when I signed up as ckline. This is the only place my username isn't cjkline83... until today. Same drama-filled journal entries, and now the same username I use everywhere else.
Poll #1354877 Lent 2009
This poll is closed.
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All
What should I give up for Lent 2009?
View Answers
Masturbation
0 (0.0%)
Soda 2 (20.0%)
Fast Food 0 (0.0%)
Alcohol 7 (70.0%)
Weed 0 (0.0%)
Cigarettes 0 (0.0%)
Bad Music 1 (10.0%)
Texting 0 (0.0%)
Other (explain in comments) 0 (0.0%)
Edit: You guy suck. :P I REALLY like alcohol D:
- Coordinates:25401
- Emotion:
curious - Track:Andy McKee - Drifting
The author of this problem is Albert Einstein who said that 98% of the people in the world couldn't solve it.
| Facts: | |||
| 1. | There are 5 houses (along the street) in 5 different colors: blue, green, red, white and yellow. | ||
| 2. | In each house lives a person of a different nationality: Brit, Dane, German, Norwegian and Swede. | ||
| 3. | These 5 owners drink a certain beverage: beer, coffee, milk, tea and water, smoke a certain brand of cigar: Blue Master, Dunhill, Pall Mall, Prince and blend, and keep a certain pet: cat, bird, dog, fish and horse. | ||
| 4. | No owners have the same pet, smoke the same brand of cigar, or drink the same beverage. | ||
| Hints: | |||
| 1. | The Brit lives in a red house. | ||
| 2. | The Swede keeps dogs as pets. | ||
| 3. | The Dane drinks tea. | ||
| 4. | The green house is on the left of the white house (next to it). | ||
| 5. | The green house owner drinks coffee. | ||
| 6. | The person who smokes Pall Mall rears birds. | ||
| 7. | The owner of the yellow house smokes Dunhill. | ||
| 8. | The man living in the house right in the center drinks milk. | ||
| 9. | The Norwegian lives in the first house. | ||
| 10. | The man who smokes blend lives next to the one who keeps cats. | ||
| 11. | The man who keeps horses lives next to the man who smokes Dunhill. | ||
| 12. | The owner who smokes Blue Master drinks beer. | ||
| 13. | The German smokes Prince. | ||
| 14. | The Norwegian lives next to the blue house. | ||
| 15. | The man who smokes blend has a neighbor who drinks water. | ||
Now... WHO KEEPS FISH?
NO CHEATING!
I'm screening the comments. I'll reply and tell you if you are right or wrong.
- Track:George Winston - Loneliness
16 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:17
Playlist length: 1 hour 8 minutes 37 seconds
1. Ani DiFranco - Gratitude (2:44)
2. Anita Cochran & Steve Wariner - What if I Said (4:51)
3. 10,000 Maniacs - Because The Night - Live (3:43)
4. Vince Gill - Whenever You Come Around (4:20)
5. Lou Gramm - Just Between You & Me (4:51)
6. Night Ranger - When You Close Your Eyes (4:18)
7. Butterfly Boucher - Another White Dash (3:22)
8. Shenandoah - I Wanna Be Loved Like That (3:45)
9. Roxette - Spending My Time (4:36)
10. Jimmy Eat World - No Sensitivity (3:42)
11. Aerosmith - What It Takes (4:02)
12. Chicago - Hard Habit To Break (4:44)
13. ALANIS MORISSETTE - Torch (4:52)
14. Coldplay - Fix You (4:54)
15. Spandau Ballet - True (5:34)
16. Alter Bridge - Watch Over You (4:19)
Download (78.5 mb)- Track:Vince Gill - Whenever You Come Around
I just wanted to drop a line to invite everyone to listen to my new stream at http://www.b961.com. We're playing the newest in Top 40 and shuffling our entire recurrent library as well. You're guaranteed to hear some tracks you've forgotten about. Drop us a line and let us know how we're doing!
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- Track:Pink - U + Ur Hand (B961.com)
Body: Sup, Brain?
Brain: Oh, Christ! Really? What the fuck did you do this time?
Body: Some Jaeger, some pot, some shots of vodka, some miller lights...
Brain: OH FUCK! Why must you do this to me? I'm ATTACHED TO YOU, YOU KNOW...
Body: I know... fun, ain't it?
Brain: *sigh*
Body: *nudge*
Brain: *Pout*
Body: *impish grin*
Brain: Fine. Look. I won't fight you on it this time, lets just have angry make up sex...
Yep... my body fucked my brain. How do I know this? Because I woke up on the other side of the bed from where I initially laid down to go to sleep (this never happens), and the covers were all disheveled and thrown in the middle of the bed, and I was still wearing my shoes.
songbird06Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is cheating.
01. I can feel the magic floating in the air
04. Gimme a call if you wanna come roll with me
05. Domo Arigato
06. When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light
07. Here, close to our feelings we touch again
08. Thought it wouldn't matter if we didn't stay together
09. The times are tough now, just getting tougher
10. Well a man come on the 6 o'clock news
11. All that time I was searching, nowhere to run to
12. Chestnut hair with just a touch of gray
14. How can it be permissible? She compromised my principle
17. I’ve heard people say that too much of anything is not good for you baby
18. I sometimes wonder why, all the flowers have to die.
20. Baby, baby, when I called you on the phone today
I'm asking for much better upstream bandwidth for Christmas next year. :/
Feel free to click the image above and post your own speed test results *here* to cheer me up.
There's a reason I don't carry 1,000s of CDs around anymore and instead bought a head unit that talks directly to my iPod so I don't have to take my eyes off the road to switch entire albums. Who wants to carry around all these tiny ass very easy to lose cards with their music on it?
Estimated time til failure? 2010.
In all it has been a very humble journey. Out of any problems I've faced before in the past, these were the most serious and careless ones. I hope that the experiences I've had to go through these past few months and the changes I've attempted to make in my life will not be long forgotten. I don't know if the stress factor will go down or not. If it doesn't, I may need to seek professional help. I'm snapping a lot at people, getting overwhelmed very easily at work. Sometimes its like I can't even breathe. I can't handle changing tasks very well, and my job kind of requires it. I don't think I'd call it anxiety, just general overall lazyness. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I'm single again. I can't even pinpoint a single thing that makes me feel like I'm constantly walking on eggshells.
I'm going out to celebrate tonight. Its the end of a chapter in my life that could have been avoided. In fact, everything that happened to me thus far I could have prevented. Walking away from this whole process has left me with one definitive thought: the future is the one you create. I know that's cliche' and hippy or whatever, but its true. I could sit here and piss and moan about how stacked the deck is against me, or I could get in the game and at least give it an honest effort. When I go out on the weekends, I will alreadly know how much I'm going to drink, how I'm getting home, or where I'm sleeping it off without driving. In the past I left fate up to a game of roullete. Whatever happened, happened. Now, I no longer am so willing to give up control of my destiny.
Sure, all these words sound really nice, but it takes a lot more than that to make it work.
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- Emotion:
blank - Track:All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell
How will you ever survive? :P
- Track:3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time (B 96.1)
Come tune in to B-96.1! You’ll hear one of the largest rock libraries on the internet, featuring all the new rock, and all the songs you love from the past. Plus you can make LIVE requests (click and play), post on our forum, and hear the weekend countdown every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.
The audio is a high quality 48kbps AAC+ stream. You’ll need Winamp or Windows Media Player 11 (with the AAC plugin) to listen, though I have heard of a few programs in Linux supporting the stream successfully.
We’ve been online for over two months now with minimal downtime, and we’re aiming to be the best rock station on the net. Your input changes our playlists. So, check us out today and drop us a line soon!
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- Track:Hollywood Undead - Bitches (B 96.1)
I mixed this together this morning. I know its not perfect, but I need to go vote. :D
Twisted Sister - We're Not Gonna Take It
Martina McBride - Independence Day
Garth Brooks - Standing Outside the Fire
Against Me! - Stop
Beastie Boys - YOU GOTTA FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT (to party)
Frank Sinatra - Love & Marriage
Stroke 9 - Kick Some Ass
Rent - La Vie Boheme
Queen - WE *WILL* ROCK YOU
Les Miserables - Do You Hear The People Sing?
Stream It:
Download It
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Lets keep them honest, while we still can.
I don't really have much to talk about; or rather, much that I feel would be entertaining enough for you to sit through reading and post a comment. I've successfully pulled one week off of working two jobs. Its nice being distracted and all, but it makes me really tired. All I can do now is work, and sleep. I have a bad feeling that this is going to cause me severe depression from losing social opportunities. I'll try to manage this though.
My DUI trial is three days from today, on Wednesday 10/01/2008. My Driving While Revoked DUI trial is 10/22/2008. I don't really care what they do to me at this point. Really. Lock me up, let me go, I'm just tired of the whole fucking process. I'm in that space again, where I feel that everything I've done and try to do is always a very complicated experiment in failure. Somehow I need to find out how to be content with myself as being single, overweight, and whatever else I feel is wrong with me in societies eyes.
Sure, I'll smile to your face and be happy about it; but inside I'm slowly dying. Its like I'm withering from the inside out. And one day I'll just be dust. Its a really toxic place to be and I hate that I keep finding myself here.
What I need is friends to support me, but even if they were here, what would I say to them? Why should I depend on someone else to heal me? It isn't their responsibility to fix what's been broken for years, and even if it were, I wouldn't know what to say to them so that they could help me.
So here I go again, another week of working two jobs, sleeping when I can, and still not having enough money to fix my issues overnight. The long hard road has begun and I hope to God I can walk it without falling.
- Emotion:forsaken
- Track:Bruce Springsteen - Cover Me (PrideRadio.org)
Alright. I've pretty much chalked it up that I'm going to spend the remainder of the day being bitter, and I hate that I can't walk away from such a childish emotion. I mean, honestly, the breakup was mutual. Maybe I'm pissed that I couldn't man up sooner and break up with him first. Whatever the case, I think the reason I'm so bitter now is how quickly he moved back to that bitch who was in the psych ward. You know, the one that was trying to manipulate him into staying another day in Cumberland after he left me hanging by promising him oral sex?
Yeah. I'm a little fucking pissed. I have a feeling they had a date or something shortly before he called to break up with me, and she convinced him that he would be better off with her.
Actually, they're both a perfect match. They're both highly unstable and so fucked up and crazy that I'm glad not to be a part of it anymore.
Perhaps the most bittering thing is knowing that I let myself be used, and that I was totally okay with it. I kept trying to make our "relationshit" into something more than it really was, always.
I guess I need to just become as shallow and jaded as everyone else and the minute things aren't going my way I'll just have to dump your ass.
Loyalty is for suckers.
God I am so fucking bitter and I hate it. I'm clinging to the emotion because for once I'm actually feeling something other than nothing at all. You have no idea how much I hate myself for doing that, for reveling in this shitty emotion.
I just hope its gone by the time the weekend hits. I hate drinking when my head is in a fucked up place... its not a good combination.
Oh, did I mention I made this when we were having trouble six months into our relationshit?
1 Year, 4 Months... WASTED.
- Coordinates:Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
- Emotion:
pissed off
I’d say “I wish you all the best”, but I’m too busy throwing up.
So, it turns out that you only broke up with me because you had something better lined up all along.
I can’t say I expected anything lower from you, but it makes your “sugarcoating” taste like piss now. Couldn’t just tell me the truth and I have to learn it like this?
*sigh* Nothing changes. And staying friends? Yeah, I don't see that happening. It is hard enough trying to have a friendship with Mike, and you're really not worth the effort.
So again "Best of--"*vomit*
- Track:Seether - Breakdown (PrideRadio.org)
Posted by a user in [Bad username: âunsentlettersâ] (and no, it WASN’T me):
dear mike,
you are the only person who's ever made me feel beautiful.
i wish i knew where it all went wrong.
Answer(s):
- When you got fat
- When you got your period the first time with him
- When he turned gay
- When he went blind
I’m sure there are more, but I’m going to bed now.
- Track:Disturbed - Inside The Fire (PrideRadio.org)
Maybe its just me. I don’t get it. Why do people LOVE your music. You can’t really sing-ah. It sounds like you’re taking a crap and its really hard to get out after every phrase you mutter through unmusically. The guitar playing is good, but your drums in this song? lame. Sounds like you hired a retard to bang on them at 120bpm.
Are you making a record, or having a seizure?
Honestly. I’d like to know. And, to think, you sued Napster.
It was because no one was gonna pay $21 for shitty music like this.
Really.
Come on now.
Just give up.
No love,
Curtis
- Track:Metallica - The Day That Never Comes (PrideRadio.org)
Don’t worry though; he’s still not gay, and I don’t need to be jumping into a relationship. He said that the reason he stopped talking to me was that I kept hitting on him. I really don’t remember doing anything like that though... at least not in the end. I remember a few times when I blacked out at the bar or something, but we’re both treating it as water under the bridge.
Anyway, we just had a 40 minute phone call. It amazes me sometimes how easy it is to pick up where you left off with someone after that much time passes.
Oh, and Shannon? Tomorrow night. Your house. I’m so there, even if I have to walk. ;)
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